Unsteady

I feel like I always do this. I go and go, pushing all of me to a limit I never want to be at. This action causes a burnout internally similar to a sugar rush or a caffeine high and the comedown. The “comedown,” synonymous with the drugs and loss of a high. The balance

Mixing Music <3

When a song vibrates high, you have to make your own mix, naturally. KC Light’s version: Single Layer My Remix: Double Layer

In Control

It’s amazing there are so many songs, in the world, but only a certain number of notes. For as many notes, there are lyrics. Lyrics made up a certain number of words, but yet we all live a life saying the same thing. -ME-

Time To Recognize the Hype

The amount of lessons coming at me all at once have been overwhelming. They have been tests. Prior, I would call them the chaos or the inner workings of my own mind. Now, they are just lessons. I also normally would have test anxiety on paper, so why would lessons or tests be any different

A Beautiful Calm

There is a beautiful calm to herShe radiates the sunlight comparable to the reflection of her favorite flowerA scary and intense beautiful calmthis girl isMy heart never able to steady just because of her smileThis girl is dangerousbut she is such a beautiful calmShe is beautifulShe is thoughtfulShe is herAnd she is my beautiful calm

Mental Health Is Good Too

I once again find myself taking a walk with the lyrics to a song that is driving the movement in my legs. The destination, being nature, that brings a calm to my soul. I sit near the lake’s edge and the tip of the pen, on the paper writing the words my heart and mind.

Life Is Good

I am just going to say when there is not necessarily chaos happening all around you, the motivation to put your thoughts on paper dissipates. Last time we spoke the universe was playing tricks, on my mind. Once again, I felt as if I was slipping back into the uncontrollable void we all have become

Balancing the Scales

The block that I have had for months has been released. I am able to meditate again. I am calm. Life is good. The chaotic mess I call my thoughts has subsided. The paranoia now non-existent. I live for balance. An equality, in the real world, that is almost impossible. I say that because even

HUMBLE

I am taking the unconventional approach to my awakening and my mental health. With the methods that I have chosen, not all are by my doing. These methods are tricky because I do feel that what I am really trying to say is often misunderstood. I am not responsible for how it is interpreted but

My Purpose

The cat is out of the bag and what I have known to be my purpose all along, but only decided to pay attention to recently through my own journey. My purpose is working. My plan is much bigger than I have portrayed for multiple reasons. My intention was meant to be revealed, at a